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My Confession: Male, Age 21 (AUSTRALIA)
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ก่อนอื่นให้ข้อมูลพื้นฐานที่สำคัญแก่คุณก่อน: ฉันอาศัยอยู่ที่บ้านกับพ่อและแฟนของฉัน (เขาอยู่ระหว่างบ้าน) พวกเขาทั้งสองเป็นเพื่อนที่ดีที่สุดของฉัน ฉันกำลังมีอาการปวดเรื้อรังที่เกิดขึ้นที่ข้อมือและแขนตั้งแต่เดือนกรกฎาคม 2020 เข้าและออกจากการนัดหมาย / ตรวจทุกสองสัปดาห์ ฉันไม่สามารถทำอะไรได้มากในแต่ละวันการทำสิ่งปกติในแต่ละวันเป็นเรื่องที่เจ็บปวด - ดังนั้นฉันจึงไม่สามารถทำงานหรือเรียนได้อีกต่อไป ยาแก้ปวดไม่ช่วย วันพฤหัสบดีเป็นวันที่ฉันสูญเสียเงินออมทั้งชีวิตจริงๆ ตั้งแต่นั้นมาฉันใช้เงินทุกบาทที่หามาได้เพื่อชดเชยการสูญเสียนี้และฉันแน่ใจว่าคุณรู้ว่าตอนนี้ฉันอยู่ที่ไหน หนี้ $ 8 และตกงานโดยไม่มีรายได้ แต่ฉันมาที่นี่ได้อย่างไร? ฉันติดการพนันเมื่อตอนอายุ 17/18 ตอนนั้นฉันเสียเงินทั้งหมด แต่น้อยกว่า $ 1,000 (มี แต่พ่อของฉันเท่านั้นที่รู้) ตั้งแต่นั้นมาฉันสาบานว่าจะไม่เล่นการพนันอีกและฉันจะไม่สามารถเล่นได้นานถึง 2 สัปดาห์ พ่อและฉันกำลังดูคริกเก็ตและเขาใส่เงินจำนวน $ 100 (เขาไม่ค่อยเล่นการพนัน) และได้รับรางวัล 450 ดอลลาร์เราทั้งคู่คิดว่ามันยอดเยี่ยมมากดังนั้นฉันจึงให้ตัวเองที่ 50 ดอลลาร์สำหรับเกมถัดไป ฉันจบลงด้วยการสูญเสีย $ 25 และชนะมันกลับไปเป็นปาเป้าในภายหลัง ฉันตัดสินใจที่จะหยุดทำงานเพราะแฟนอายุ 2 ปี (คู่หมั้นของฉัน) ไม่เห็นด้วยกับการเล่นการพนันอีกต่อไป ฉันจึงหยุด - จนกระทั่งพ่อของฉันชักชวนให้ฉันโกหกและเล่นการพนันข้างหลังเขา นี่คือการสูญเสียที่ไร้เดียงสา $ 5- $ 10 ที่นี่และที่นั่นในอีก 2 สัปดาห์ข้างหน้า จนกระทั่งสัปดาห์ที่แล้วหนึ่งวันหลังจากวันเกิดของแฟนฉันทุกอย่างก็เงียบลง เขาต้องทำงานพ. & พฤทิ้งให้ฉันอยู่คนเดียว 2 วัน ฉันเสียใจมากที่ทิ้งขยะและฉันรู้สึกว่าฉันมีเงินทั้งหมดและไม่ได้ใช้มัน (ซึ่งเป็นสิ่งที่โง่ที่สุดที่ฉันรู้ฉันรู้) ดังนั้นฉันจึงเริ่มเล่นการพนันในการแข่งขัน ด้วยเงินเดิมพันสูง 1,000 ดอลลาร์และใช้เวลาเป็นชั่วโมงรับรายได้ 10,000 ดอลลาร์จากนั้นลดลงเหลือ 5,000 ดอลลาร์ก่อนที่ฉันจะเดิมพันทั้งธนาคารเพื่อกลับไปยังจุดเริ่มต้นที่ 15k ดอลลาร์ ฉันหยุดเดินเข้าไปในห้องและตระหนักว่าฉันทำอะไรไปฉันเกือบจะสูญเสียธนาคารทั้งหมด ฉันหยุดอยู่แค่นั้นเหรอ? ไม่คุณเดาได้ ในที่สุดสิ่งหนึ่งก็นำไปสู่อีกสิ่งหนึ่งและตอนนี้ฉันมีหนี้ $ 15,000 และหนี้ $ 9 ฉันสารภาพทุกอย่างกับแฟนและพ่อของฉันในวันพฤหัสบดี ว่าพวกเขาทั้งสองได้รับการสนับสนุนอย่างเท่าเทียมกัน ตอนนั้นฉันมีเงิน 2,000 เหรียญในธนาคารและบอกว่าฉันลาออกแล้ว แต่ฉันทำไม่ได้ฉันจ่าย 1,500 ดอลลาร์เมื่อวานและ 500 ดอลลาร์ในวันนี้ ใช่สำหรับเงินกู้ 9 เหรียญ แม้ว่าฉันจะไม่ได้ติดยาเสพติด (แปลกที่ฉันศึกษาจิตวิทยามา 2 ปีก่อนที่ฉันจะได้รับการวินิจฉัยว่าเป็นโรคเรื้อรังนี้) แต่ฉันก็ตกอยู่ในกับดักของการพนันอีกครั้งและเสี่ยงที่จะเสียเงิน 2,000 ดอลลาร์สุดท้ายเพื่อไม่ให้ได้เงิน แต่ฉันกลับมองว่ามันเป็น เป็นช่องทางหาเงินเพื่อที่ฉันจะได้ให้แฟนกับฉันในอนาคต แต่มันเป็นความคิดที่ไม่ดีที่จะเข้าหาทุกคน เงินกู้ $ 9 ฉันหยุดที่นี่ ฉันสัญญาที่นี่ตอนนี้ ฉันไม่ได้บอกแฟนหรือพ่อของฉันเกี่ยวกับเงิน 2,000 เหรียญที่ผ่านมา แต่ฉันคิดว่าฉันจะอยู่กับสิ่งนี้ในตอนนี้เพราะฉันจะได้มันกลับคืนมาโดยการขายรายได้ที่เก็บสะสมไว้ในช่วงหลายปีที่ผ่านมา ขอบคุณพระเจ้าสำหรับสิ่งนั้น นอกจากนี้ฉันสามารถรับเงินบำนาญสำหรับเงื่อนไขของฉันดังนั้นหากได้รับการอนุมัติเงินของฉันควรถูกล็อค ฉันต้องเอามันออกไปให้หมดและมันทำให้ฉันเจ็บปวดทางร่างกายอย่างมากที่ต้องเขียนมันลงไปเพราะอาการป่วยเรื้อรัง ฉันไม่คาดหวังว่าจะมีใครอ่านทั้งหมดเพราะมันมีไว้สำหรับฉัน ขอบคุณ. C. ส่งโดย / u / codefrost [comments]
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I’ve got a problem
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Sorry for long post/vent in advance!Okay so for context, addiction is something I'm not a stranger to. It seems like a family trait that everyone has an addiction, mostly drugs or alcohol. But my mum loved gambling. The worst thing about it is, I got her into it when I was maybe 10.We played 'harmless' bingo games together on a holiday one time, im talking like pennies to play and win a Teddy bear. It was a nice time and a fond memory. But i was Internet savvy and when we got home I introduced her to the online kind as a way of playing together at home and have time between us, safe to say we did win with some beginners luck. It was fun for a while but as a kid I got quickly bored. I didn't realise however I laid the seeds for my mums own addiction.I only realise now with hindsight how vulnerable to the thrill of it she would have been. I still hate myself to this day for what I did. She lost a lot of money, we lost a lot of Christmases. Couldn't pay bills or buy food some weeks. She never quite forgave herself for all of this even to this day. I always blamed myself entirely and promised id never end up like that.Tonight I realised I already had a while back.Lockdowns and covid restrictions made me bored I guess. Bored enough to forget how damaging gambling had been and in fact how much pain it caused me in the past. I signed up to a bingo site, £20 isn't too harmful. I won a jackpot. Incredible I could finally pay off some debt I had over lockdown and I seriously couldn't stop thinking how lucky and thankful I was.My family congratulated me, jokingly said "be careful don't be silly, it's too easy to fall into it, don't chase money" and I confidently said nope, no, I know what I'm doing. Seen it before, I know I won't be like that. Not me, im so careful with money...Now I can't stop.I've restricted the account, but I keep making new ones on different sites. I always restrict them after I lose again, £10, £20, £50 here and there adds up. I never break even, which is rare. Even if i win i keep most of it in the account to play with. Might be on a roll...well its only £50 ill withdraw what I put in. Then just end up depositing it again.. and again, I can't keep up with the maths to even know how badly I'm losing anymore.I felt empty. I kept just depositing more expecting to feel something, like id accomplished anything. I just felt numb. I even started just playing stupid stakes to watch the money disappear? I just didn't feel a thing. Yet I can't stop. Even deposit limits don't matter when I'm waiting until midnight to add more. Its tonight that I realised I have a problem, its been buried for a while and I unlocked something in me that was dormant.So I've restricted, a lot. And ive found you all. I'm sorry for the venting for not much detail but I've already lost more than id of ever won. I've spent double what I was happy to have won the first time in the space of just the last week. Nevermind all the money I won and never withdrew, counting that I've probably lost triple.. I'm already lying to my partner about it. "Oh i have bonus money" "oh I had left over money from last time"Im getting snappy and irritable too, I zone out and stop replying to him when I'm playing. If he distracts me during a game I just cut him off and snap at him and I realised it today, and I actually feel sick at myself. He plays his own app game thats a strategy game so we sometimes don't talk much anyway. I tried justifying my spending as he puts in money to his game too, so now we both had a game. Ive never really played much games myself, until now.I felt enraged that he tried to speak to me. I realised how truly dangerous it become. I was almost angry at him for being around me and taking my focus away, but felt nothing if I won or lost on those games anyway.I'm just horrified by how quickly this settled in so I'm really hoping I can stop now before I ruin everything, not just financially.Im really hoping I can do better.
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Day 7
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รีสตาร์ทครั้งที่สามหลังจากอาการกำเริบรุนแรง 2 ครั้งในปีนี้ แม้ 3 วันแรกจะยากมากอีกครั้ง ฉันไม่ต้องการเล่นการพนันมากนักในความเป็นจริงฉันไม่ต้องการเล่นการพนันความรู้สึกอับอายความรู้สึกผิดความสิ้นหวังและความยุ่งยากที่เพิ่มขึ้นในเวลาต่อมาส่งผลให้เกิดความวิตกกังวลความซึมเศร้าเพิ่มขึ้น - ราบเรียบจริงๆมองไปที่ท้องฟ้าตอนนี้ไม่มีอะไรเลย - พิเศษของ แน่นอนการนอนหลับการทำสมาธิการทำสมาธิการทำสมาธิ โชคดีที่ฉันเป็นคนที่มีเหตุผลและคิดบวกและตระหนักดีว่ากระจกบังลมหน้ามีความสำคัญมากกว่ากระจกแก้ไขและยิ่งก่อนหน้านี้ฉันคาดหวังได้มากขึ้น 4 วันที่ผ่านมาดี ฉันวิ่งเพิ่มน้ำหนักกินดีและทำงาน ต่อไปฉันจะนอนหลับสบายและคิดบวกเกี่ยวกับอนาคต ฉันจะใช้เวลาประมาณ 500 วันในการชำระเงินกู้ส่วนบุคคลและคืนเงินออมของฉันให้กลับสู่ระดับสูงสุด (กรกฎาคม 2018) ฉันอ่านเรื่องราวมากมายที่นี่และจะทำต่อไปทุกวัน แต่ฉันจะอัปเดตความคืบหน้าทุกสัปดาห์เท่านั้น ฉันขอให้พี่น้องของฉันทุกคนเดินทางออกจากที่นี่อย่างดี มีวินัยอยู่อย่างเข้มแข็ง ส่งโดย / u / needtochangemyways21 [comments]
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My story one more time
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I wanna tell you all my story. Gambling is so bad. Just 1 of 1000 people can win it. I lost everything that I had. But now I realized, it’s not the end. It’s just beginning of new part of my life. Now I have 8500$ debts, and I must return it in one month, or I will lost my home. Guys, don’t gamble please. You can play bj, poker and betting. But you should only play, and not recoup and earn. For example you get debt for gamble, today is so damn good, you have money and false hope, that all will be okey. But not, tomorrow your debt will be more. F**n covid robbed me of my good job. My salary was something like 1000$ in month. It’s was pretty good. But after this I don’t wanna get other job with small salary. I thought it’s not exit for me. But guys don’t be afraid make one-two step back for good feature. Nothing is eternal, even problems. Don’t be afraid to tell someone about your problems, because it’s very good help to us. Never take credits and loans for gambling. It’s the most worst thing in this situation. I spent a lot of money for betting. I wanna kill myself. But now, I live with hope. Don’t be afraid, guys, everything will be ok. IF U CANT STOP, U MUST JUST PLAY FOR FUN AND NOT RECOUP. All you, who afraid to tell your problems, can write me. I promise I try to help. Ps sorry for my English
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It’s now my official Day 1. But here’s my story.
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Since October 2019, I have lost close to $20k on online websites and buying call options amidst the AMC/GME hype. Being only 21 and a college student and not wanting to keep falling down the rabbit hole, I've tried so many times to stop and have just failed so many times. I gambled consistently during my classes and lost so many good friends as I would stay home and gamble, this disease is sickening. I'm about to graduate in June and wondered where all the time went, and it's sad to say that most of my time in college was spent in my apartment watching the Lithuanian basketball league at 3 in the morning, or betting absurd amounts of money on roulette spins and losing all my balance after two spins. I guess I'm here to say that if there are any college students out there, who happen to be in my shoes, just go out. Have a good time. Gambling is becoming more and more popular among college students and I would hate to see more people fall into this deadly trap.My "last straw" occurred just this past Friday when I went over to my friends' house to bet on these overseas and international basketball games (yes, we are both huge degenerates). We each lost about $100 that night on his account. However, trying to win everything back I had just lost, I went and logged back into his account without his permission when he was asleep and fired away every penny remaining in his balance (about $600 worth on the computerized blackjack). Let's just say, he was not happy, and while I did end up paying him everything I had lost on his account and my own bookie for the original 300 I lost that morning, I just came to this realization.I guess it made me finally understand that I really do have a serious problem, that logging into someone else's account could have gotten me killed, and that I don't wanna deal with this stress anymore. Gambling is a complete lie, and there is nothing else that can tell me otherwise now. I have had no urges to gamble so far since Saturday morning, and the longest I have been able to quit since October 2019 was two weeks. So, let's see if this truly was my final breaking point.
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Day 1) my story
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Next month will be my 30th birthday, which also happens to my my 15th year of problem gambling. It started out innocently enough with my friends big brother inviting me to join his home game of poker with a 5 dollar buy-in, somehow being completely new to the game i walked away with 20 dollar and was instantly hooked. Fast forward 15 years trying to be a professional poker player alongside of being drawn to all kinds of other betting such as sports and slots I have lost probably 300k whereof 100k is still owed with 35k high interest credit loans and the rest credit in private poker clubs and people. I have a master's business degree, but quit my bank manager job when on a "high" rungood poker run when i was up 20k dollar and thought I had finally made my breakthrough after studying the game professionally. I have lived a big lie and Now I have absolutely nothing but my 8 year old laptop and heaps of debt. My most valuable possession is probably my couch at a couple hundred dollars. I am actually a quite cheap and financially sensible person who chooses the 1,39 dollar milk over the 1,69dollar one to save some money, but i can easily blow 3k playing poker when the funds are available. I am at rock bottom and don't know what to do, broke depressed and drowning in debt and don't know if I can ever recover from this addiction. Only reason I come here for help is because I just blew my last rent money due next week and can't even afford a loaf of bread anymore. Dear God please help submitted by /u/Brilliant-Entry-52 [comments]
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‘Letting go of ‘giving up’
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Of course this topic has featured innumerable times on this forum but here goes anyway... Today I parted ways with my sponsor and withdrew from my existing GA groups, I was halfway through the steps. I simply want to go on record as saying that GA was a 'game changer' in my life, however in conjunction with a course of counselling and the 12-steps of recovery, I was really able to root out the pathology associated with my gambling - confronting it, accepting it, releasing it, adjusting to life beyond the pain. The reason I've given it all up today is because I'm not going to gamble anymore, in the same vein as knowing I am not going to go rob a bank today... So purely and simply, I can be doing other things with my time now. This is what a learning process usually entails... exploring something, gaining understanding, then either sticking with it and gaining mastery over it or taking that understanding and applying it elsewhere... Perhaps both of the latters concurrently in some cases. However in mine, I've chosen to stick with the latter in and of itself, and here's why: Back in the day, without the psychological underpinning I have now + increased self-awareness related to why I behaved in the way I did - gambling, losing, robbery, fraud... anything was possible as I had no knowledge of who I was and no moral compass to boot... The time spent in GA has endowed me with both those things, as well as the hard work I put in around meetings + the extra support I sought out for my own benefit...yes, recovery became an addiction. Addiction takes a lot of effort... I'm finally at a point where I can drop addiction and repurpose that effort and energy in places that were previously neglected (family, friends, career). The big book promises you a 'return to sanity' but I believe there are those of us out there who are seeking a 'return to normality' - they are not one and the same thing...i think I was restored to sanity but continually living in fear towards the end of my time in the program. Now I have a refined version of normality to exercise... I was fearless before, that's why I ended blowing my brains out with gambling you know? 😂😂 Towards the end, the program only served to suppress this fearlessness under the premise that it was something that I would never be able to harness... The program was warping and reshaping my intuition, but I had an awakening whereby my intuition and cognition could in fact serve me properly now, now I had the knowledge, wisdom and understanding - about myself and about the nature of addiction... In light of this newly acquired self-awareness, suddenly it seemed that change in this respect would be robbing me of the very idiosyncrasies that defined me. But here's the thing, my aspiration for normality involves the peaks and troughs of life, the success and failures, the wins and losses... Just without the gambling involved. There's a paradox associated with a normal existence in the form of it being transient - but this is something exciting, that I am willing to embrace, now the obsession to gamble has left me. One thing the GA program protects you from is full, unadulterated transience. One thing the program does offer is a perpetual state of flux between who you were, what you could be if you're not careful, and what you should be / will be if you stay within pre-ordained parameters. See you guys on the other side, if I gamble again then I guess something went wrong... But that's OK. And by that being OK (and genuinely meaning this), it probably won't happen again. The tide is constantly changing, and I am glad that the GA program has, in part, taught me how to ride those waves, but I can't be standing on the beach forever looking out at the sea. Good luck all x Ps.. Most (if not all) psychological / therapeutic treatment programs are time-focused or limited in sessions, this is to give you a chance to integrate your new-found knowledge with the real world, INDEPENDENT of the intervention. You will never be truly independent within the confines of GA. And guess what, there is a fellowship for that, it's called CODA. submitted by /u/skiptracerbin2 [comments]
เกม คาสิโน ได้เงินจริง เกม คาสิโน ออนไลน์ คาสิโน ใหม่ ล่าสุด คาสิโน ออนไลน์ สล็อต เฮง เฮง คาสิโน
Day 1..
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I fucked up. 2 months of no gambling and relapsed today. It feels like I got to this point on some kind of autopilot, convincing myself I'd just try to play a hundred bucks or so, no redeposits. of course I lost the100 and then deposited 200 -300 -500 and so on until I felt like nothing mattered, and now I'm broke, again. This happens every time I relapse, I just play everything hoping to win it back while promising myself and the universe I'll never play again if I win it back. Another self exclusion sent, but it doesn't take long to find another site I'm not banned myself yet from if or when this happens again. I don't know what to do. And I don't want to tell my wife or my family, I would wish to fix this mess on my own and not pour my problems onto them, they have their own stuff to deal with.. gambling is just so stupid I don't think they would understand why someone wants to light their money on fire time and time again. I've looked into different blocklists now and the best sounding thing was "gamstop", but that's only available for uk residents or something. Apps seem too easy to get around. There's many day 1 posts here and they don't really give me any hope, it's just people relapsing again and again, I've been relapsing for a couple of years. I'm at a loss. I've gone through all these emotions before swearing I'll never play again cause all it causes is incredible agony, but after some random time period a switch flips and I can't think rationally, engaging autopilot and then I'm back at it. It's happened so many times I'm starting to seriously wonder if I'll ever be able to stop gambling. Not sure what I hope to accomplish writing my thoughts out here either, but it felt good to leave this shit in the ether, even anonymously. Fuck my life. submitted by /u/Gambling2021 [comments]
เกม คาสิโน ได้เงินจริง เกม คาสิโน ออนไลน์ คาสิโน ใหม่ ล่าสุด คาสิโน ออนไลน์ สล็อต เฮง เฮง คาสิโน
I’ve got an issue, and it’s a “bit” more complicated….
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Before I start this post, I would like to mention that I've never posted something like this, so if i'm doing this in wrong subreddit I would really appreciate if someone can point me towards the right direction where to post this.I will try to explain this in a way that is short and simple and yet detailed so I'm not sure how long it's going to be really....So let's start it off, I have gambling issues and I'm.. reformed gambler which went back to gambling. Basically it started off innocent, literally harmless bet of quite literally few cents no harm or anything.. but it went into a habit.. eventually I realized that the only way to win "big" is to bet more money and that's what I've done... (now we're talking about few dollars, again nothing serious).. the issue is that it went into a habit...Before I was even aware of it, dollar by dollar it went into few hundred of dollars.. (and eventually it went more and more).... - now to note it, I was strictly spending my own money whatever if it was given to me or I earned it or something else it was never loan or anything like that...Eventually my parents figured out that I'm gambling (which is quite ironic considering the fact that they were watching me gamble (online gambling) infront of them for years and completly ignored it and went mad once they realized I'm spending real money).. so we had argument over that and I have agreed to stop it under one condition (which I'm going to mention soon) and I've stopped it, and went even a step further and literally cut anything what could trigger that gambling (what I was able to control) from my life.. and I was reformed for a while, probably over a year.. and well, I've started making daily spins (free daily spins) in one singleplayer game not related to real life or anything whatsoever and it slowly but surely "triggered" my gambling addiction back (triggered is a lie, it only unlocked something what I have locked in myself for completly different reasons).. and here I am again with the issues...Now, to give a bit of a perspective of what's going on actually... it's not a matter of me gambling for the sake of gambling, the issue is that I have no respect for money whatsoever because I was raised in that way.. living in a very toxic family which thought that money can be replaced with everything, save every cent and penny which you can but at the same time be cocky, drive luxurious vehicles and make sure that everyone else is jelaous of you... and I'm not like that.. I just can't pretend to be something what I'm not.. and it's even more complicated.. basically I'm not in the position to do anything because looking at one point I really need to move away and looking from another I can't because I'm in university and I'm without a job (looking for one) and while they're supposed to still finance me (by the law) through the time while I'm studying, I can't exactly say that they don't but they're again counting every cent and that's what's just driving me crazy and forcing me to gamble and lose respect for the money.. "oh you need new shirt/jeans? Why the hell did you tear apart old one?" - well maybe it got torn apart on it's own because it's old damn it? And well, the thing is that toxic behavior was going on way before I started gambling (or for a matter of fact before they had any idea of that whatsoever) and the thing is I just got to the point where I got sick of their money and "tried getting some of my own" (by gambling.. which didn't work out too well)...How I'm standing right now? Well.. nothing really changed, I'm not in debts or anything like that to worry about but the issue is (as stated) that I don't have any respect for the money... like, let's say I take some money for the coffee or to go out - person didn't show up or cancelled? Throw that money into gambling straight away... and the thing is.. while those are mostly small ammounts if I was to save up the money which I lost those would be some serious figures (which I don't really want to talk about)... and those figures are getting higher and higher because I keep doing the same thing over and over again.......another well at the same time issue and solution, honestly saying I don't have motivation to do anything really.. due to situation mentioned above (at home, not gambling) I'm pretty much at breaking point every day and it's been going on for years, so while I am holding it together (not really) at the same time I don't really see a reason in doing anything.. whatever if it's studying, going out, finding a hobby or something... not that I don't want to, I do but like studying for example.. like if I don't study and I don't have any expectations I fail exam and I know why I failed it, but if I do study and fail then.. it's actually a huge dissapointment and I just don't know what to do at that point..If someone has some follow up questions please do ask them, but also please do not answer with some hotline number for gambling issues or something like that.. that's why I'm posting it here...
เกม คาสิโน ได้เงินจริง เกม คาสิโน ออนไลน์ คาสิโน ใหม่ ล่าสุด คาสิโน ออนไลน์ สล็อต เฮง เฮง คาสิโน
Happy Singles Awareness Day
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As I sit in my hotel room comped by the casino, waiting for the limo service comped by the casino, to drop me off at the airport to board a flight comped by the casino, I think to myself: Is this really worth it? Was it worth it a few days ago for me to land in a new city, hit a hand pay jackpot my first night and later lose it all (and more)? The ups and downs of gambling are making me into a monster that I don't even recognize. I'm alone on Valentine's Day, on a "vacation" that I planned for me, myself and I. Did I really want a break from my day-to-day or was I just too ashamed to invite my family/friends onto a trip where I was going to enter another downward spiral? I am so tired of living paycheck-to-paycheck, max'ing out all of my credit cards, and being late paying my bills. I am not a suicidal person but sometimes I feel like I need a drastic end to all of this because I don't feel like I have the willpower to stop this nonsensical cycle. To everyone on this thread posting the number of days they have gone without gambling, I commend you. How did you stop the cycle? What are your secrets to not living life lusting after an unreachable jackpot? submitted by /u/Complex_Street_5667 [comments]
เกม คาสิโน ได้เงินจริง เกม คาสิโน ออนไลน์ คาสิโน ใหม่ ล่าสุด คาสิโน ออนไลน์ สล็อต เฮง เฮง คาสิโน
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